Different

When I look you in the lies,
Something deep inside me dies,
'cause I know you won't get better, better, better�
You'd rather be right than be loved,
The only thing I've understood
Nothing's ever good enough

I stumble through the words as they're leaving me,
Tremble at the sight of Your Majesty,
And I cut myself just to get them out
This time I'll be different, I promise you,
This time I'll be special, you know I will,
Just don't leave with me in your eyes
This time I'll be better, I want you to know,
This time I'll be special, oh God, make it so,
Just don't leave with me in your eyes, your eyes, your eyes�

You took my youth, you took my health,
And if you're not here I'll fight myself
You're supposed to make this better, better, better
No self-control and no reason why,
If I don't change, then we both die,
This is it for you and I
Blisters at the end of my fingertips,
Praying to a God I don't think exist
Will you listen now?
Can you forgive me somehow?
This time I'll be different, I promise you,
This time I'll be special, you know I will,
Just don't leave with me in your eyes
This time I'll be better, I want you to know,
This time I'll be special, oh God, make it so,
Just don't leave with me in your eyes, your eyes, your eyes�
Closer now to the end,
If love was the answer,
Then hope was the question
Closer now, let's pretend
We've never been out here before
This time I'll be different, I promise you,
This time I'll be special, you know I will,
Don't leave with me in your eyes